“i like you - correction - love you, because you’re the dirtiest sweetest thing ever (i think). when you look at me & talk at me & listen to me i feel you doing so all the way down to the core of me. you get me. you don’t think i’m a freak and i don’t feel like one around you. you’re a tard over keys & owls & you have eyes as beautiful as untouched snow across a winters field. i feel safe when i’m with you & my walls are slowly but surely coming down (huge thing). you have goals and actually pursue them. you budget (sexy), jack likes you. have i told you that i think you’re terribly beautiful? you are. never forget.”—b.m.b.
i dont want a lot for christmas, there is just one things i need. i dont care about the presents underneath the christmas tree. i just want you for my own, more than you will ever know. make my christmas wish come true. all i want for christmas is you.
Ten Things I Wish I Could Tell Ten Different People 1. you used me. hurt me. all in the name of love. you are the first person i’ve ever hated and i hope your life is miserable and you lose everything. 2. I miss being your best friend. it’s hard sometimes when i think back on our 20 years of friendship that’s now nothing. 3. I love you and you’re my #1, but they way you are treating me and acting like i dont care is unfair. i’m sorry that i came to the realization that we weren’t meant to be 2 years too late. 4. Sometimes i wish i could tell you what a two-faced friend you are. 5. I wasn’t looking for love. But the moment i held your hand…i knew that you and i would be something special. I try to live day by day, but the thought of being with you for as long as possible lingers in my mind. ive fallen so hard for you. 6. we went from disliking eachother. to being friends. to being co-workers. to being someone i can confide in. thank you so much for loving me no matter what. 7. you changed me life when i was in college. ill never forget you. 8. thanks for being neutral on my current life situations. i dont get to tell you because i dont want to jinx it. 9. i love you, but sometimes you act just like your mother and i cant stand it. 10. i might smile when i see you, but all i really want to do is punch you in the face.
Nine things about myself. 1. im super ocd. 2. i love narnia and talk about it far to much. 3. my favorite artist is norman rockwell. 4. i wanted to be a famous singer til i was 20. now i have clue. 5. i LOVE fruit (but not orange ones). 6. i want to travel for an entire year. 7. i have a high love for vintage kitchen items in red. 8. im the oldest and an infj. 9. i wish i would have grown up in the 50’s/60’s time period.
Eight ways to win my heart and keep it. 1. putting others before yourself 2. being silly and weird 3. be creative 4. having smarts 5. love some similar music 6. enjoy vintage and antiques 7. have goals and dreams that you’re actually striving for 8. family oriented
Seven things that cross my mind a lot. 1. love 2. england 3. narnia 4. b 5. owls 6. new orleans 7. scandals
Six things I do before I fall asleep. 1. strip down to bra and panties 2. brush teeth 3. set my alarm 4. text goodnight 5. get a glass of water 6. get under the covers and curl up for the night
Five people who mean a lot to me. 1. James 2. Brigitte 3. Anna 4. Kim 5. Liz
Four things you’re wearing right now. 1. h&m black skirt 2. ae green v neck 3. gap long cardigan 4. owl necklace
Three songs that you listen to often. 1. Paramore - Misguided Ghosts 2. The Dangerous Summer - Weathered 3. Anberlin - Niave Orleans
Two things you want to do before you die. 1. make a huge difference in the US socially/politically. 2. fall in love